Being alone.

I've really started to get use to the idea of being alone. When it was brand new (being alone) I was just sad, all I could think was "I don't like being alone!" all sad and pathetic like. It's only been a week now that I have been totally on my own, and other than wishing my kids were alone with me, I really like the option of being alone now. I'm sure your thinking "a week Jeremy, what could you possibly know in a week?" Well doubting Thomas, I know that after a week I feel a whole lot better then I have in years of being "not alone". Being "not alone" was pain, it was confusion, it was some of the worse "not alone" times of my life! Now I just do what I know is right for me and I don't have to think about how it affects the person that I was "not alone" with. That is a very good feeling.