still alone. but not

yeah, that's a confusing title, I know. I'm trying to get moved into a new place that is all mine. All mine. I'm ready to be selfish. I want my own space that is mine only. No more sharing space (except with the kids of course) no more sharing the bathroom, or kitchen, no more sharing an entrance. I want my own door. No more being generous, I'm selfish now. I want things, I get them. That simple. Let me tell you reader, it's still really great to be alone, except missing my boys. I liked it after a week and I still do. I just need more alone. so I move.